We need a Superman

It just happened, right infront of my eyes.

I was shocked.
I was scared.
My instinct just told me to run away.

It was raining.

On the way from lrt station to company,
there was this guy being robbed.

It happened so fast.
There was nothing that i can do for him.

Right infront of my eyes, a gang of malay guys surrounded him.
Forced him to the side of the shops.
One of them grabbed his neck,
a few of them hold his hand,
a few of them searched his body for wallet.

He was shouting," Tolong! Tolong! "

There was a woman infront of me,
both of us look at the guy and we didn't lend any helping hand.
Both of us walked away hurriedly, leaving him there.

I felt sorry for him.
I can't do anything for him.
I felt i'm so weak.
I'm scared that i will be the next victim.

I hope they just grabbed his wallet and didn't stab him or hurt him.
The voice of the man shouting," Tolong! Tolong! " keep repeating in my mind.
It sounds so helpless.

Can we have a superman in this world?

“Pictures help you to form the mental mold”

Lately I was frenzy on photo stuff.
Well, I am not a pro in photography but I love to snap pictures to .
To me, it isn’t about snapping the most beautiful picture.
In fact, I think there is no such thing as the most beautiful picture.
Different picture has its own special feel.
“Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you’re gonna get.”
Just hold up your camera and you will be surprised with what you’ve snapped.

There’s an awful lot you could tell about a person by their pictures: where they’ve been, what they’ve seen.



When we look back on our younger years, we will remember the people who went to school with us, the people who made us laugh, the people who hung out with us when nobody else would, and the people who made our lives much better simply by being a part of it.



Grandpa, grandma, long lost cousins… I thought of you all when I saw this picture.



I sure wish you all are with me at that moment.





Good friends are like stars....
You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.


There may be somebody who is thinking about you RIGHT NOW and wishing that you were around. That's the wonderful thing about friendship-you always feel loved and cared about.


So, who is the somebody in your mind right now?




Sometimes , we all do things, just make no sense.








Capturing that scene at that particular moment with that particular feeling, makes the picture a special and unique one.



No second picture can deliver the same feeling as it is.



A simple picture can lead me to a story, a feeling.


Have you watch the movie Artificial Intelligence: A.I. before?

This picture leads my mind to the story. David (an advanced humanoid robot which are capable of emulating thoughts and emotions) and Teddy (a wise, robotic teddy bear (Supertoy)) take the submersible to the fairy, which turns out to be a statue from a submerged attraction at Coney Island. Teddy and David are trapped when the Wonder Wheel falls on their vehicle. Believing the Blue Fairy to be real, he asks to be turned into a real boy, repeating his wish without end, until the ocean freezes.


Only that David is now the electronic giraffe tang lung and Blue Fairy is the candle light.

Dedicate this to my dearest friend, wearnzki. Quoted it from my favorite movie: Forrest Gump.

“Don’t ever let anybody tell you they’re better than you, Forrest.
If God intended everybody to be the same, he’d given us all braces on our legs.”

Peace yo!

"Pictures help you to form the mental mold" -Robert Collier

蓝。迎

小孩子在接受惩罚时，通常都会大哭一场。
可是，
知道自己做错事的小孩子，
他们在受刑时，
通常都不会落泪。

“我不是那块料！”
“这不是我能发光的地方，这不是我的舞台。”

辗转在床上，思绪无法平静。






蓝色风暴里，
狂奔中的乱流，
失落的心情，
落不出的雨滴。

意志消沉，提不起劲，自甘堕落的灰败。

天昏地暗，
深灰色的射手，
因受挫而毫无斗志。
弓、箭都发挥不出作用。
只因，
射手心不在焉，
缺乏自信，
完全无法专注。

控制不住的颤抖，
即使目标近在眼前，
也没能箭中红心。

舞台上，
射手一直挣扎着。

失败
无助
彷徨
失落
沮丧
自责

舍弃刚站上的舞台，
射手心有不甘。

在苍茫的月光下，
倔强的射手拾起弓箭，
面对浩劫、展开战斗，
消灭、摧毁。

觉醒
实践
突破

屡败屡战
打落牙齿和血吞

洪荒战场，
独剩灰烬。

*把失败当礼物，把痛苦当老师*
感激台下观众，把阳光注入这场暴雨。
*积极、用功、认真、敬业*

不是能力的问题，而是态度的问题。
激发勇气，不丧失信心，拥抱阳光和微笑！

~蓝色风暴。迎向

It can be done. If you want it.

Today i documented my yoyo cici msn shorcut and its url.

Then i gave it to Wearn, Den, and Jiet.

Wearn and Den asked me the same question.
"How long did you take to do this?"

Just a couple of hours.

This leads to a thought in my mind.

If i want to do it, i can make it.

Sometimes, when i can't do something, it is not because i am not capable of.
It is because the desire of achieving it isn't that much.


"Success means having the courage, the determination, and the will to become the person you believe you were meant to be." - George Sheehan


yoyo cici - my inspirations

~ 咱們的心声。。 fresh graduates feeling ~

5th August 2010, I graduated with Bachelor of Applied Science (Honours) majoring in Mathematical Modelling.
It is time to say goodbye to the comfortable and secure life within school walls.

Some of my friends chose to further study.
Some already started to work.
Some are still figuring their career path.

The uncertainty of the future really makes us lost of direction.

Too many paths to choose. Too many advices to listen to. Too many worries to keep in mind.

During this time, most of us, especially those who looking for job, are under pressure, feel lack of confident, confusing in making choices, feel so down and low, doubted with their own decisions.

What if I fail in the career I chose?
What if my decision leads me to a dead end?
What if I can’t manage to do my job well?
What if I don’t like my job or choices I made?

Indeed, there are too many worries…

For all those “what if”, my answer will be:

Do what you believe in, and go after your dreams.
Any choice u want to make, consider it well then step out and give your best shot!

Accept the failure.
If things goes wrong or bad, if it doesn’t work as what we imagined, then accept it.
Take up the responsible of making the wrong choices.
错误。这是年轻人的专利。最伟大的成就不是从没经历过跌倒，而是在跌倒之后再度站起来。

It is better to do something than worrying or thinking what the best is. While you are still worrying, the chance may just slip through. So, be brave to make choices.

Be flexible.
Ready to face changes every second.
Do not limit yourself.

Before I went to KL to work, dad told me this:
“If you cannot manage to do your job, felt unhappy or stress with your job or you don’t like your job, we can pay back the money to the company. You don’t need to force yourself to do it. There are many choices in this world.”

I was very touched to hear it.
Every time I think of his speech, I felt like crying.
I am so glad my dad put my feelings at first place rather than the money.

Since I am a grown-up, I learnt that there are many things that we don’t like to do it but yet we have to do it. I never list my current job as “forever”. In the future, I may step into other field as well. However, for current state, I want to do the best of me in this job.

“Don’t worry dad. I will try my best. I believe I can handle it.”
I will live the best out of me. Love you all always~

“To do a common thing, uncommonly well, brings success.” — Henry John Heinz