A lost soul

10.30pm, 12 July 2009

Being third year now means being super senior to first year juniors but it also means losing seniors.

The upper batch of seniors was so supportive, inspiring, heart-warming... They were like the warm shining sun and we were like the newly budding flowers.

Remembering all those events that hold us together tight.

Last time, we were in team. A team which makes me feels like a family.Our drum team. Real proud of it.

Our high spirits.
Our lost-minded actions.
Our belly laughs.
Our nervous tensions.
Our attentions raising shouts.

My liking in celebrate people's birthday, especially making surprises to them. Everytime there's a celebration, we discussed and planned for it. Today is my great partner's birthday but i can found no one to discuss on it.Texted seniors, batchmates and juniors who are still here but all were busy with their own things now. Not much of encouraging response on it. Heart-rending due to unable to prepare everything in such a short time without you all. No more excitement on preparing. Until this moment, i realized the missing of you all and deeply felt helpless. Lack of people joining leaded to postponement of celebration.

I wonder when i am going to put on a plan again for the postponed event.

Lost of courage of texting everyone.
Feel scare of getting no one to join again.
Unwilling to bear another disappointment.

Sense of lost...

Raised my memory of losing beloved grandpa and grandma.
Raised my memory of losing heart-connected Bibi.
Raised my memory of losing precious things.

What a day for me to feel real lost.

Evolution

Evolution

The word has many meanings.

It can be any process of formation or growth.

It can be something evolved.

In Biology, it can be the change in the genetic material of a population of organisms from generation to the next by processes as mutation, natural selection, and genetic drift.

In Mathematics,it can be the extraction of a root from a quantity.

In this blog, it is a change and progression of my way of blogging.

Reason of evolving?

Do i need one?

In facy, there are a few.

Somehow, i don't want my closed people to discover it.

Somehow, i don't want a specific person to read it.

Somehow, i can't express fully in the old one.

Somehow, i want to drop it down.

Somehow, i want to have a fresh approach.

So, hopefully, i can present nice pieces of thoughts here with contentment and delectation.

*A miao miao made this first post happened.